Not promoting eating disorders.
Days binge free: 0
18; 5'5
SW: 210 lbs. (95 kg)
CW ?
GW1: 160 lbs. (72 kg)
GW2: 130 lbs. (58 kg)
UGW: 115 lbs. (52 kg)
- reach my goal weight
- eat healthy
- exercise every day
- drink more water
- wear a bikini at the beach
- drop a few dress sizes
- look good in lingerie
- get positive comments on my appearance
- have someone fall for me
- feel good every time I go out
- look good in pictures without trying
The little things,
The sitting criss-cross on a school chair.
Sitting on someone’s lap.
Have someone say “you look thinner”
To not be the fat sister/sibling.
To cuddle your s/o without worry.
To wear a bikini for the first time ever.
1. Imagine how amazing it will feel knowing you lost so much weight
2. You’ll have more friends
3. You’ll be popular
4. People will think you’re pretty
6. You can wear croptops
7. You can wear short shorts
8. You can wear miniskirts
9. And you’d slay in a bikini
10. Everyone would give you piggy back rides. It’s not your job to give them anymore
11. All the boys could easily swoop you up
12. Tons of compliments
13. Boys staring at you
14. Random people asking you out
15. You’ll look tiny in sweaters
16. You’ll look tiny in boys’ hoodies
17. All of the girls will be jealous and wish they could be you
18. When people hug you they’ll lift you a little because you’re so light
19. Imagine them worrying and wondering how you could be so light
20. Your hands will look so dainty when you play an instrument
21. Your hands will look so elegant when you draw
22. And they’ll look perfect when you hold a mug
23. And one day when you eat junk food with your friends they’ll wonder how you’re so skinny and be jealous again
24. Think of the halloween costumes
25. The Christmas sweaters
26. Not even a coat could make you look anything more than skinny
27. Or the small lace panties and bra you could never pull off before
28. And you boyfriend cuddling up to you and holding you in his arms. You’ll be so tiny compared to him it’ll be like he’s protecting you from the world
29. You’ll look graceful and beautiful when you dance and exercise
30. You could pull off any onesie
31. You could pull off any dress
32. You could pull off any jumpsuit
33. Imagine the cute little baker you’d be. Even a picture of you eating a cookie would be a piece of art
34. Finally you can shop for clothes anywhere
35. You’ll have so much fun shopping for clothes because everything will look great on you
36. Everyone would want to know the shy pretty girl who never talks
37. You’d have plenty of girlfriends to talk to.
38. All of the guys would want to text you and hang out with you. You could be one of the guys
39. Imagine looking in the mirror and feeling satisfied
40. Imagine feeling complete
41. Imagine waking up in the morning and actually wanting to see your body.
This is just a collection of my main motivations for weight loss. Cheers!
- Electric Feel by MGMT
- Hurricane by Halsey
- Habits of my heart by Jaymes Young
- Bite by Troy Sivan
- Pacify her by Melanie Martinez
- 505 by The Arctic Monkeys
- High by SIVIK
- Undo by The 1975
- Somebody else by The 1975
- Lose it to trying by Son Lux
- The beach by The Neighborhood
- Daddy issues by The Neighborhood
- 90210 by Blackbear (ft. G-Eazy)
- White Teeth Teens by Lorde
- Dirty little secrets by The All American Rejects
- Ivy by Frank Ocean
- Prisoner by The Weekend (ft. Lana Del Rey)
- Training Wheels by Melanie Martinez
- You don’t own me by Grace (ft. G-Eazy)
- Dark paradise by Lana Del Rey
- Bus it by Blackbear
- Settle down by The 1975
- Off To The Races by Lana Del Rey
- Make Me… by Britney Spears (ft. G-Eazy)
- Gangsta by Kehlani
- Remember you by G-Eazy (ft. Blackbear)
- Tumblr girls by G-Eazy
- Go Fuck Yourself by Two Feet
I hope you found this very helpful
You wake up to the soft, morning sun shining through your bedroom window at 6am on a Friday. It’s finally the end of the week and this Saturday you’re going to the beach. You slide your smooth, thin legs out of bed and stretch before floating over to the scales with your journal and a pen to record your weight. You’ve been doing a lot of floating lately, not literal floating but you’ve noticed that as you’ve lost more and more weight you’ve become so light on your feet that it’s almost like you’re not even walking. You’re floating. You hop on the scales and are tense and anxious at first but when the scale settles and you see what you’ve been waiting your whole life to see, a genuine smile spreads across your face and all traces of anxiety and stress and worry and depression are gone. You’ve finally done it! You knew you were getting close but only now does the reality of your achievement sink in. After all this time, all this restricting, dieting, starving, running, lifting, lying, binging, purging, hurting, crying, you’ve finally reached your ultimate goal weight. You prance over to the mirror and beam at your reflection. Your collarbone is beautifully prominent underneath your pyjama shirt and you trace it with satisfaction and pride. Your hip bones are visible even through your thin pants, you can count your ribs up to your armpit, and you can see your angular chest bones. Your thighs are worlds apart and your legs have never looked so long. You have never been so thin, so pretty, so beautiful, or so… perfect.
Finally.
For the sharp edges. The collarbones. The hips visible through a thin tee. The angled elbows. The teeny wrists. The endless legs. The light shining through. The floating. The chill during summer days. The stares. The wondering. The questions. The pride in almost nothing at a beach. The confidence. The sex. The awe. The concave.
I can’t wait to be thin.
do you want to spend your summer sweaty and spilling out of your shorts or cool and perfectly casual with a crop top that shows off your flat stomach?
summer is coming and it won’t wait for your fat ass to get some control
me: *has three meals one day, as a neurotypical should do*
my disorded ass brain: u can’t do that
me: damn u right
Please reblog this if you are still an active thinspo account after December 17th!
I’m looking for people to follow and maybe be mutual since most of the people I followed have sadly been taken down…
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